nemoTheCatfish [he/him, comrade/them]

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Cake day: December 1st, 2021

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  • thank you!

    “Nobody Is Talking About This” - Patricia Lockwood. Booker shortlist. It’s the experience of an online “celebritry” liberal white woman over a few years. Covid, “the dictator”, etc. It’s written in pithy disjointed paragraphs kind of like the author is tweeting it. Then a serious matter with the author’s sister and it’s become a little meditation on that. It’s pretty.

    “Salvation: Black People and Love” - bell hooks. I’ve seen ms. hooks justifiably criticized on here but I thought I’d see for myself. I read lots of poc authors for February and this is wrapping that up. I don’t have a ton of thoughts on this book, I don’t think I am the target audience as a melanin-freefolk but it is interesting for the perspective. I had to finish Rashid Khalidi’s history of the war on Palestine as my nonfiction first.

    I also have a bookmark in a collection of Maya Angelou’s poems that I’ve been neglecting. Trying to keep a balanced reading load with a fiction, a nonfiction, and a poetry collection this year. And I’ve got some beginner’s theory opened in a couple of tabs that I’ve been chipping away at.








  • I’ve been dealing with depression for a while now and do, or have done in the past, all of those parenthetical items which I think are all good things so I’m being hopeful. I haven’t purely been wallowing in despair since being unemployed but the state of the world has caught up to me last month.

    I don’t really have a routine. I do have a lot of time at home so I’ve just been doing sets of squats, pushups, and planks at random points throughout my day lol. I found a nice counter app to keep track of my progress. I probably should dedicate time to doing a workout. I have a kettlebell workout I do but haven’t been consistent at hitting.

    the KB routine:

    Warm Up:

    • (30 second rest between each work set)
    • Around the World for a minute, switching directions halfway-thru.
    • Hot Potato for 30 seconds.
    • Halo for a minute, switching directions halfway-thru.
    • Figure Eights for a minute, switching directions.

    Work

    • (also be resting, although I haven’t been as structured here either. I probably should be.)
    • 2 Handed Swings for 8-12
    • Deck Squats for 8-12
    • Turkish Get Ups for 8-12, each side.
    • Do 3 cycles of Work

    unity

    ps: at some point i’ll figure out how to nicely format things on this site.


  • i’m an alcoholic, and now just addict, ive been off of alcohol coming up on 4 years the end of this month. i’m still smoking weed everyday, often now that i am currently not employed.

    i’ve been doing bodyweight exercises this last month. happy about it but i’m kinda waffling/not putting in 100% effort like i was when i started this routine. the weed doesn’t help.

    i went to the doctors today about my depression/anxiety and got put on lexapro. first time with any of those medications, i sure hope it helps.