Saying “quit meth” is cheating + I’m kinda trying anyways.
I’ve always had problems with food/eating since I was a kid, but it’s gotten pretty suck. I think part of what made me stop being able to see myself as femme was, in fact, becoming so thin, with my gaunt face and bony hips and what I think is some sagging skin from rapid weight loss (I’d really like to get rid of that shit too, especially on my neck).
Last couple weeks I’ve been turning things around, starting to eat more, but I have a difficult time with appetite, and this pickiness I’ve had since I was a kid. Most things I could buy ingredients for and “make at home” are unappealing. I keep going to the store to buy food and walk out with fucking candy.
Never had that particular problem, but I was obsessed with shit like peanut butter, or cold fried chicken, or what have you as a child, and I’ve not been homeless or taken uppers so I guess that helps.
Dense foods and taking it slow is probably the name of the game. or maybe not even dense foods right out the gate, but you know. If you have a favorite fast food slop place thats not a bad idea (well okay not great on the wallet but it is designed to be hyper palatable)