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It’s been 120 days since I started giving a shit and the last month I’ve really started struggling more but I’ve been going with it at a slower pace, gone are the weeks of 3 pound losses and now it’s more like 1 pound. I did hit a new low today crossing another pound marker now at 33 pounds lost. I wanted to start doing walks in the evenings with my mother as a way to just add some exercise in but getting motivated is difficult after a full day of work. I’ve started only using the elevators for my way into work which isn’t a ton but it’s something.

37 days of giving a shit, 22 pounds down. Got through a major bit of work drama without going back to eating, feels extra nice to cross that 300 pound barrier today. Went on a day trip down to DC and stopped counting but still didn’t go wild, sorta feeling like I’m not looking for as large of meals now too. Didn’t hurt that the trip down to DC had us do >20k steps through the day so any extra snacks were sorta paid for. This coming week might be rough without someone else in the house to keep me accountable, but I prepped with easier stuff to make so I’m ready to keep going for it.

It’s been 20 days of giving a shit again and minding what I eat. I think it’s also helping my mother a bit be less blasé about her own eating and health. I’m down either 8 or 16 pounds if you count my first weigh in as the night before or the first morning since I lost like 8 pounds in a day according to the scale.

Still been a struggle though especially as work drama has been making me want to stop caring but I’m worth more than that drama.

For some reason that I’m not sure of myself this was the week that finally hit right and I felt like I should start caring for myself again rather than just not giving a fuck and hoping I die in a few years as a result. Last time I gave a shit was probably 2019 but after getting fired and COVID and everything I just haven’t cared. I hope maybe I can keep this up for a bit and also help my mother with it as well since we’ve both been bad influences on each other for a while now.

I’ve gone a solid 5 days now limiting how much I eat to 2k calories when I’m pretty sure I normally average around 3k. Today I even stopped myself from just ordering out and rationalizing that it was probably close to my allotment left for the day. Today was more of a struggle though since I started getting lightheaded and ravenously hungry so I allowed myself a bit of chocolate and that helped me last until dinner.

I recently caught up to the end of the Wano arc in One Piece and just gonna put it in cryo storage until the end since from my understanding Wano is the last relatively self contained arc and waiting week to week would be torture for me. I’ve felt listless since, but I’ve been chipping away at my backlog. Some good, some bad. I’ve had Shingeki no Kyojin in cryo for a while waiting for all the final seasons to actually be the final seasons and my god what whiplash going from a show back in 2011 that came out of nowhere to be one of my favorites to a show I’m sick of watching but with only like 14 episodes left I might as well finish it.

I just use a seedbox and copy magnet links personally.

Saw this pop up at work today and thought it was a bit too on the nose for a parody